I'll not talk about the number of candles that will stand tall on my birthday cake this year, but I will say they are enough for an 18-20 year old man to call me ma'am. Yes, it hit me hard when this young man approached me at a concert last night and respectfully said, "Ma'am, are you saving these seats?" My husband was amazed at how well-mannered and respectful he was. I, on the other hand, was more concerned at the title he gave me!
None the less, my birthday is quickly approaching, and I've been thinking alot about the past year. There have been great accomplishments, hard work, amazing love, great sorrow, many things learned, many "blonde" moments, some disappointments, much stubborness, lots of hugs and kisses, forgiveness, some moments taken for granted, and many blessings received. My year might sound some like yours- alot of ups and downs.
Well, as I blow out my increasing number of birthday candles this year, no wish will be repeating in my mind. This year I will close my eyes and say a prayer. Hopefully you won't mind this brief conversation between God and me. This prayer will be on my lips often.
Dear God,
Thank you for breathing life into me. I stand amazed by your unfailing love that has been shown to me. Please know I'm sorry for the times I have chosen not to follow you over the past year. I see now those roads have lead to disaster.
Thank you for my family. Please help me to show them your love daily.
Thank you for providing. May I use those provisions to touch the lives of those around me.
Thank you for my health. May I use my energy to love and serve those that come across my path.
Every moment, every day is yours. Please help me to live bold, strong, following your Spirit, totally for you this year.
Amen
Yes, I know by the time I'm done with this prayer my cake may be all wax, but I'm totally ok with that. :)
